JACKSON4951
New member
- Joined
- May 24, 2009
- Messages
- 2
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 12/2006
- Country
- US
- State
- PA
- City
- Harmony
My mom's onset was December 2006. She is now completly debilitated since April 2008. It is getting to the point that you cannot understand her speech although we all desperately try too! Whenever you try to figure out what she says and can't she gets so upset that she starts to whale which makes the understanding process even harder - I know its not the right thing to do but last night I started walking away when she started. I feel I am mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted trying to upkeep my house, my children and run up here on the weekends to help and take care of this house. I don't want my mom to know - my view has always been we don't know how much longer we have her so give her whatever she wants - but I can see it getting worse before it gets better? Am I alone in my feelings of frustration? I feel horrible saying this but I was dreading coming up here this weekend! I live an hour and a half away and come up every other weekend bedause I thought every weekend was wearing me down - I have three children and used to have a job I loved. I ended up losing it as I had a mental breakdown one day and walked out because they would not give me a day off which I so mentally needed. It is a part-time job with no benefits and unpaid days off. I feel like I am losing control of everything because of this! I want to run away and find a bed and sleep for a week! Am I wrong with my feelings?