Lorie
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- May 17, 2007
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- Mobile
I was planning to take the day off today and Garden and hang out by my pool! Wrong!
First of all, I have helped care for my brother Tim over 2-1/2 years now. I do not direct anything toward him. Its not the ALS persons fault that they have this disease. I love him and you guys know that. Today I was overwhelmed with thoughts and events that made feel angry and taken for granted. Although my husband is supportive of me. I get nothing else. This 2-1/2 years he and my daughter have lived like nothing has changed for them. It hasen't! I was asked last night after getting home from the hospital at 10:45. Have you washed any white clothes? This morning it was did I do this, that and the other! They never take up my slack. No laundry, nothing. I do all our household errands and Tim's. And all I do for Tim. These people don't know what it is like to be helpless.
The hospital called me this afternoon. Tim wanted fried chicken. I told him last night that I was going to take today off. I gave the nurse my mom's phone number, to ask if one of them would bring him the chicken and feed it to him. I get a voicemail fron a friend of the family that lives at my mom's. She said: The hospital called and wanted to know if you would bring him chicken. I said I already talked to the hospital, they were asking yall to do it. Of course I get the usual BS! My brother Ronald, Oh poor me I can't go I am some medication right now. Hell, I take about 12 meds a day. Wants wrong with people. I know I am not the only one going through this. Or is it that I am just too good of a person? I don't know anymore.
Needless to say, I did not do what I wanted to do today. And Tim did not get the chicken. I did household chores and took Xanax! I have had it. I gave my husband and daughter a few words of my wisdom!
No breaks, No nothing!
I have always heard, what comes around, goes around! A whole lot of people better be looking over there shoulder.
I feel a little better, now.
Lorie :x
First of all, I have helped care for my brother Tim over 2-1/2 years now. I do not direct anything toward him. Its not the ALS persons fault that they have this disease. I love him and you guys know that. Today I was overwhelmed with thoughts and events that made feel angry and taken for granted. Although my husband is supportive of me. I get nothing else. This 2-1/2 years he and my daughter have lived like nothing has changed for them. It hasen't! I was asked last night after getting home from the hospital at 10:45. Have you washed any white clothes? This morning it was did I do this, that and the other! They never take up my slack. No laundry, nothing. I do all our household errands and Tim's. And all I do for Tim. These people don't know what it is like to be helpless.
The hospital called me this afternoon. Tim wanted fried chicken. I told him last night that I was going to take today off. I gave the nurse my mom's phone number, to ask if one of them would bring him the chicken and feed it to him. I get a voicemail fron a friend of the family that lives at my mom's. She said: The hospital called and wanted to know if you would bring him chicken. I said I already talked to the hospital, they were asking yall to do it. Of course I get the usual BS! My brother Ronald, Oh poor me I can't go I am some medication right now. Hell, I take about 12 meds a day. Wants wrong with people. I know I am not the only one going through this. Or is it that I am just too good of a person? I don't know anymore.
Needless to say, I did not do what I wanted to do today. And Tim did not get the chicken. I did household chores and took Xanax! I have had it. I gave my husband and daughter a few words of my wisdom!
No breaks, No nothing!
I have always heard, what comes around, goes around! A whole lot of people better be looking over there shoulder.
I feel a little better, now.
Lorie :x