beachgirl
New member
- Joined
- Jul 8, 2017
- Messages
- 6
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 06/2017
- Country
- US
- State
- Pennsylvania
- City
- Pittsburgh
For the first time since his diagnosis in June, my husband broke down. He has rapidly lost his ability to speak, and he was trying to tell me something that I just couldn't grasp. He tried to write it down but could only write one word that made no sense to me at all. He can't put his thoughts into words which makes communication so difficult, unable to use an ipad. Today he started crying which broke my heart. What seemed to trigger it was a text from his brother whom he misses dearly but can't talk with on the phone. I am the go between for them, and I know he wishes he could see him and talk and laugh like they used to. This has been such a rough week. I am so frustrated with his clinic which is another story altogether. A peg placement has been delayed due to an elevated white blood cell count. And then to see him in tears today, heartbreaking. How I wish I could do something to make it better for him. I know I'm rambling, but just needed to vent. Thanks and hugs.