ctollar
Distinguished member
- Joined
- May 17, 2017
- Messages
- 100
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 03/2017
- Country
- US
- State
- FL
- City
- North Port
So as a CALS I tend to live in constant fear.... fear that my father may be doing to much... fear that if I let him do what he wants to do he will hurt the next day..... Constant fear..... I have not slept.... I have lost weight... however... today was a good day... we finally got him a new cell phone that is easier with his limited hand usage and he is content. There has been so much going on that between the emotional and physical changes we all needed a change of pace. Today we were able to relax and enjoy ourselves.... I actually feel a little bit like my old self. There is no constant panic of what to do next. It brings me some peace....