Dave K
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If you’re like me, your PALS has said this to you more than once. Shortly after her diagnosis, my PALS would sometimes say “take me to Oregon” or simply “I don’t want to live that way.” Later, there were occasions where she would say, in effect, “I want to make it this far and no farther.” Once she even started to discuss some more specific plans to hasten the end, but then had a change of heart. Each time, I have had to ask myself, “What should I say? What should I NOT say?” I feel pretty good about the choices I made, but I have never discussed this before and am interested in learning what others have done in these scenarios.
Here is what I have said and done, and also the things I have avoided saying:
First and foremost, I say, “No matter what you decide to do, I will always be with you and will never leave your side.”
Next, I say, “I need you to know that caring for you is not too much of a burden for me. Yes, it is very hard, but it is not too much for me to care for you, and I know you would do the same for me. I will do whatever I can to help you make the best of things.”
Finally, I say, “What you are talking about is a very individual decision that I can’t make for you. No matter what you decide, I will support you. And it’s perfectly okay with me if you change your mind, because I will always support you.”
And here are things that I NEVER say and prohibit others from saying to my PALS:
“I would completely understand if you wanted to commit suicide.” (Well-meaning, but very insulting to a disabled person.)
“Time to hang it up. A life like that isn’t worth living.” (The ultimate attack on a disabled person’s dignity.)
“You have the worst disease in the world.” (Very discouraging.)
“Caring for you is hurting me physically, emotionally, and financially.” (Insensitive and coercive.)
“Look at the bright side. Things could be worse.” (Insensitive and dismissive.)
“I would be devastated if you killed yourself? How could you think of hurting me like that?” (Insensitive and selfish.)
“Suicide is immoral.” (Alienating.)
In short, I try to emphasize that her life has value despite her serious disability, that she is not alone in this, that I will support whatever choice she makes, and that she should not be concerned about the effect her choice has on me or anyone else.
And I am very grateful that she is still with me and allows me to care for her. Her smile brightens up the darkest room.
Here is what I have said and done, and also the things I have avoided saying:
First and foremost, I say, “No matter what you decide to do, I will always be with you and will never leave your side.”
Next, I say, “I need you to know that caring for you is not too much of a burden for me. Yes, it is very hard, but it is not too much for me to care for you, and I know you would do the same for me. I will do whatever I can to help you make the best of things.”
Finally, I say, “What you are talking about is a very individual decision that I can’t make for you. No matter what you decide, I will support you. And it’s perfectly okay with me if you change your mind, because I will always support you.”
And here are things that I NEVER say and prohibit others from saying to my PALS:
“I would completely understand if you wanted to commit suicide.” (Well-meaning, but very insulting to a disabled person.)
“Time to hang it up. A life like that isn’t worth living.” (The ultimate attack on a disabled person’s dignity.)
“You have the worst disease in the world.” (Very discouraging.)
“Caring for you is hurting me physically, emotionally, and financially.” (Insensitive and coercive.)
“Look at the bright side. Things could be worse.” (Insensitive and dismissive.)
“I would be devastated if you killed yourself? How could you think of hurting me like that?” (Insensitive and selfish.)
“Suicide is immoral.” (Alienating.)
In short, I try to emphasize that her life has value despite her serious disability, that she is not alone in this, that I will support whatever choice she makes, and that she should not be concerned about the effect her choice has on me or anyone else.
And I am very grateful that she is still with me and allows me to care for her. Her smile brightens up the darkest room.