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- Littleton
Hubby decided that I needed practice and instruction on pulling the 6x12 trailer behind his truck today--especially backing up and down hills and curves. Practice I was ok with, some instruction is ok, but he kept darting around the truck and trailer as I backed down the street, telling me over and over again EXACTLY how far I needed to turn the wheel and in what direction. And that was just the beginning. I kept telling him to get AWAY from the truck and stay where I could see him, and he kept running circles around me. I swear the next time he does that I'm pulling the plug on that new motor and leaving him stranded until I'm done.
Or maybe I'll drive the damn thing into the garage tonight after he goes to sleep and leave it there.
Or drive into into that damn trailer and lock it in.
We're fine now. It's amazing how we can be absolutely furious one second, and then one of us makes a joke and we're both rolling in laughter.
Now he explains that he's worried about me pulling the trailer over two mountain ranges, one in West Virgina and then the Rockies. I told him those were foothills in West Virginia. Oh yes, this is going to be a WONDERFUL three weeks.
Maybe I'll move the sleeping pill to the morning section of the pill box.
With luck, at the end of this trip he'll have more confidence in my ablilty to take care of myself and his darling truck.
Here's the conundrum: he needs to be needed, but he wants me to be ready to face the world without him. If I ever pass muster, what does that leave him in terms of being needed? Teaching and planning are how he contributes. Will I ever do things right? If I do, can he say so or will there always be something more to tweak? Honestly, I TRIED to be patient, but I have my limits.
I think I'll just blame it all on the chair. Two chairs is why we need the trailer. The chair lets him follow me when I just want to be left alone to get the job done. And the chair represents the real issue. The real pain. The real reason for my tears.
Yup, I'm going to blame it on the chair.
Or maybe I'll drive the damn thing into the garage tonight after he goes to sleep and leave it there.
Or drive into into that damn trailer and lock it in.
We're fine now. It's amazing how we can be absolutely furious one second, and then one of us makes a joke and we're both rolling in laughter.
Now he explains that he's worried about me pulling the trailer over two mountain ranges, one in West Virgina and then the Rockies. I told him those were foothills in West Virginia. Oh yes, this is going to be a WONDERFUL three weeks.
Maybe I'll move the sleeping pill to the morning section of the pill box.
With luck, at the end of this trip he'll have more confidence in my ablilty to take care of myself and his darling truck.
Here's the conundrum: he needs to be needed, but he wants me to be ready to face the world without him. If I ever pass muster, what does that leave him in terms of being needed? Teaching and planning are how he contributes. Will I ever do things right? If I do, can he say so or will there always be something more to tweak? Honestly, I TRIED to be patient, but I have my limits.
I think I'll just blame it all on the chair. Two chairs is why we need the trailer. The chair lets him follow me when I just want to be left alone to get the job done. And the chair represents the real issue. The real pain. The real reason for my tears.
Yup, I'm going to blame it on the chair.