- Joined
- Feb 23, 2014
- Messages
- 2,636
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 01/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- NC
- City
- Littleton
I've been lurking for several weeks--ever since we learned that my husband, my invincible superman, has ALS. We knew something was wrong, but never even considered ALS.
Today I was finally able to say the words, "My husband has ALS", out loud without crying. I'd actually practiced it out loud over and over in the car before telling my closest friends, and I still fell apart. Today I said it twice with only misty eyes and a quiver. I think I'd rather introduce myself on a strong day, so here I am.
First, thank you for your generosity in allowing lurkers to read your wonderful exchanges. I've learned more of value to me here than on any other site I've visited (and I've been a busy reader). I'm both terrified and encouraged by what I'm learning from you, but mostly it helps to know there are people as close as my computer who will understand what I'm feeling.
Privacy is important here, so please forgive me for being stingy with details. I almost didn't post at all, but after reading so much I've seen that emotional support doesn't require details, and God help me, I'm going to need it.
Today I was finally able to say the words, "My husband has ALS", out loud without crying. I'd actually practiced it out loud over and over in the car before telling my closest friends, and I still fell apart. Today I said it twice with only misty eyes and a quiver. I think I'd rather introduce myself on a strong day, so here I am.
First, thank you for your generosity in allowing lurkers to read your wonderful exchanges. I've learned more of value to me here than on any other site I've visited (and I've been a busy reader). I'm both terrified and encouraged by what I'm learning from you, but mostly it helps to know there are people as close as my computer who will understand what I'm feeling.
Privacy is important here, so please forgive me for being stingy with details. I almost didn't post at all, but after reading so much I've seen that emotional support doesn't require details, and God help me, I'm going to need it.