poppies
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Apr 2, 2013
- Messages
- 233
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 02/2013
- Country
- SA
- State
- Kwazulu Natal
- City
- Durban
Hi everyone. I am wondering if anyone could share their experiences about relationships with parents/in-laws. My husband is intent on trying to "protect" his parents from knowing about the full extent of the difficulties he experiences with his condition. He sends them flowery emails that make them very happy and when they visit us he wants me to pretend that everything is great. He can't talk, except for a word here or there, so I have to keep the conversation going the whole time. Even when they make insensitive comments he expects me to smile and pretend everything is okay. His reasoning is that they are 69 and 74 so should not be burdened with his troubles. The thing is it means I have no support. I have to do all the worrying and planning for the future on my own. I am in such a state of confusion. I am finding it incredibly difficult to keep up pretenses around them. In fact I had words with them this week because they were smiling and laughing and telling my husband how rich he would be when he inherits their paintings. Am I alone in thinking that is an insensitive topic when you are speaking to someone with a terminal illness? I feel like I am going crazy. I feel so alone. Do I keep up the pretense or do I bring them into our reality? Is it my choice or would that be dishonoring my husband? Help?