mlsmich
New member
- Joined
- Dec 31, 2011
- Messages
- 4
- Diagnosis
- 12/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- MI
- City
- Gaylord
t's been awhile since I posted but tonight I needed to share my thoughts. My best friend was diagnosed about 2 yrs ago with ALS, muscle onset. She is now totally non weight bearing and her left arm is pretty much useless. She still looks great, even has gained weight. She eats,drinks,talks all very normally. She is a PT but retired after her diagnosis because she struggled with her balance etc. Now she sits in her lift chair most of the day, too exhausted she says to do anything. She watches TV, plays on her Ipad or visits with the many friends who stop in. So why am I so frustrated with her? I want her to do more, go out with me to the shops or movies or lunch like we used to, I can drive her van, she has a power chair. Her comfort zone is at home. It makes me so sad. Yes, I know, it's not about me but then why not? I love her so much, our children have grown up together, our husbands are friends, and 30 years of friendship is a long time. Am I grieving already? I think so. Can I fix anything? Well we all know the answer to that. I can do her hair, give her a pedicure, clean her closet but can't make her better. Damn! Thanks for listening..I guess I just needed to vent.