AngelaRenee
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- Joined
- Sep 11, 2012
- Messages
- 68
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Country
- US
- State
- Ohio
- City
- Cincinnati
Today was a bad day. Mom fell but luckily did not get hurt. Her speech is significantly slurred legs are weaker balance is off. She panicked and had a bit of a breakdown. My sister forgot to remind her to take her antidepressant yesterday so she was feeling worse than ever. I watch her during the week until my dad gets home except for Wednesdays when my sister is there. Yesterday my sister told me she couldn't take it. I replied "we are in this together." The house is a wreck due to remodeling our shower to make it big enough so we can shower her more easily. I have been cigarette free since Sunday and im not sure how long I can last. I just wish my mother's progression was within a number of years instead of months. I want her to see me get married and have kids. The future doesn't seem promising. She has to decide if she wants the feeding tube by next month but she is unsure. I hope she does decide to get it. Sorry just need to vent.II know we all share similar struggles.