Barbie
Extremely helpful member
- Joined
- Dec 29, 2007
- Messages
- 2,681
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 01/2007
- Country
- US
- State
- FL
- City
- orlando
I am just feeling down today--nothing has really happened and my husband's progression is steady slow and his health is good. I guess I am just tired. I feel like I am going at 100 miles an hour all the time an never a break.
my pals is a bit manic and his mind is always going full speed, jumping from thing to thing. He is really really smart too. it is like watching someone juggle 10 pins at once while spinning plates on their head and jumping through hoops too. I get dragged along for the fun--
I wish I could close my eyes and step back in time to 10 years ago--just for the day. I would spend the day with my husband and kids--it would be fun not work. we could laugh and play and go out to dinner and hold hands and kiss and talk about something interesting.
The other day we were eating dinner and I told my son a funny story about something that had happen with the dog that day. It was a very animated story--an my husband was right there not a foot a way while I told the story. about 3 hours later, my son walked thru the living room and my husband said to me, "why don't you tell sonny boy about what happen withthe dog today". we both did a double take at husband--he had no memory of me telling the story because he was not paying attention--he is only interested in politics and computers and our business. family is really not important to him anymore.
just sad and feeling sorry for myself right now. Think I will go make a martini for myself...
my pals is a bit manic and his mind is always going full speed, jumping from thing to thing. He is really really smart too. it is like watching someone juggle 10 pins at once while spinning plates on their head and jumping through hoops too. I get dragged along for the fun--
I wish I could close my eyes and step back in time to 10 years ago--just for the day. I would spend the day with my husband and kids--it would be fun not work. we could laugh and play and go out to dinner and hold hands and kiss and talk about something interesting.
The other day we were eating dinner and I told my son a funny story about something that had happen with the dog that day. It was a very animated story--an my husband was right there not a foot a way while I told the story. about 3 hours later, my son walked thru the living room and my husband said to me, "why don't you tell sonny boy about what happen withthe dog today". we both did a double take at husband--he had no memory of me telling the story because he was not paying attention--he is only interested in politics and computers and our business. family is really not important to him anymore.
just sad and feeling sorry for myself right now. Think I will go make a martini for myself...