chrisroski
Active member
- Joined
- Apr 12, 2012
- Messages
- 93
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 01/2012
- Country
- US
- State
- Pa
- City
- Philadelphia
I haven't written anything on here for awhile but I do read articles almost everyday. Jan 2013 will be one year that I was diagnosed. As of right now i am still mobile, but I am starting to see some slight weakness in right hand. My biggest problem has and still is the man that I live with. He is making my life more of a living hell. He to is sick, stage 4 prostrate cancer, starts chemo in Jan. but seems to think that we are in a contest on who is going to die first. He is extremely mean and nasty to me, it seems to have started when my speech went, I have the iPad to talk for me, but most times when I type something he doesn't even let it finish before he butts in. I have been told to shout up,that he can't stand me, he is going to put me in a closet, break or hide the iPad, so I try real hard not to communicate at all, cause no matter what I say, I'm starting an argument, so I'm quiet and therefore I feel alone and lonely, my daughter lives here but she works, she always lets me type and listens to what I say. I have been told to move out, but where do I go, my other daughter has 3 kids, there is no room, and honestly I love my grandkids, but don't know if I could handle all that noise, I have alerted the nurse at my clinic of his behavior and threats to me. They noticed a change in him last visit. I understand he is sick, but that is no excuse to treat me like he does. It seems he likes to get me upset, and then when I cry he makes fun or me. We have not been out of this Ouse is over two weeks, except for Christmas Day when I went to my daughters. I really hate him, I can't help,it. I have told his kids, they have talked to him. But of course he denied everything, and he is smart enough to behave when people are around, and then change when no one is home. I guess I might have to ask the clinic if there is somewhere I could live cause I can't take this. What happens when things really get bad, I don't want him to care for me, he has no clue about anything involving this disease. Tries to get him to read stuff but not interested, it is such a mess, I don't know what to do or where to go. Any ideas please?