Try to focus on the time you are spending together rather then focusing on what other's around you think or see. When Jason was first diagnosed, we both decided to live life to the fullest and do whatever we wanted, and often.
Jason and I were still going on dates 2 weeks before he died.
One of our favorite restaraunts was Red Lobster.
At first he would order the fried platters because they were easy for him to grasp with his hand then try fight with holding and manuvering a fork.
Then when it got to where he couldn't feed himself, I carried a bag for him (kind of like a diaper bag for my kids). In it, I had the "mechanics" to put something in his PEG tube, a boost, bendy straws (smaller and easier for him to control the liquid, less choking that way), wash cloths, a big towel to drape over him (he hated to get his clothes dirty - at first he hated the idea of this, but as we used it, it allowed him to relax and enjoy his food and not worry soo much about it landing on his shirt), his roxanol (liquid morphene), etc.
I would drive his chair to the table, park it side ways, recline it back, so it would be less pressure on his tailbone, then pull out the towel and drape over him.
Then I would get the menu, and we would look at it, I would watch where his eyes traveled on the menu and then, based upon what I knew he liked, would ask him, you want this? Then ask him what he wanted to drink (he hated Thick-It and would rather choke then use that stuff).
When it got to where Salads were hard to eat, he would get the soup, lobster bisque. For sides, he would get baked potato, and I would ask for extra butter and sour cream to make it moist and easier for him to manuver in his mouth and swallow and get down.
I would use bendy straws I brought, over the straws in the restaraunt, because they were smaller, and the bend I could slip on the side of the opening of his mouth, as his mouth muscles were going. When those muscles were almost gone, I use to stick the straw in the drink, cover the one opening with my finger, then release the liquid (slowly) into his mouth.
I am sure, and know many stared at us, but our Red Lobster here was great with us. All the servers treated us soo kindly.
On our last Valentines Day together, we went to Red Lobster, it was quite busy, but we didn't mind, we were with each other. We finally were seated. Yes, we were dressed in summer clothing (Jason in a t-shirt and shorts - his choice and comfort) and not dressed up like everyone else. Yes, many looked at us, but after the initial stares, they soon smiled at us. We were enjoying our time together, and it didn't matter what other people thought. We got an appetizer, two alcaholic drinks, two big meals, and even desserts. When I went to pay our check and we were given our bill, our server told us that someone in the restaraunt had saw us and had wanted to pay our bill (over $75) for us. Still to this day I have no clue who it was, but what a blessing.
I think because we focused on our time together and enjoying our time together, that we made others feel at ease and comfortable around us. In the end, it really doesn't matter what others think. It matters that you and your sweetheart are making the most of your time together and enjoying your time together.
When its all said and done, you will be soo glad that you focused on what really mattered and had those dates out, or time with family. Time is soo precious. Don't waste it thinking about the stuff that, in the end, will not matter.