Jason's Dream
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Sep 5, 2010
- Messages
- 310
- Country
- US
- State
- As Usual
- City
- On My Own
I am feeling like a misfit and lost these days.
If you take our church, for example, I simply do not fit in. I can't go to the young couple's class, there is no ladies class, all the young Mom's avoid me like the plague because I have the weight of the world upon my shoulder, I am not a senior, and the widows do not include me, simply because I am 30 years+ younger then them.
This is how it is in my life as well, I don't fit, I don't know what to do, and yet, everyone is expecting me to have all the answers.
Quite simply, I am soo lost without him.
How can my world be made right, when the person that made it right is no longer by my side?
If you take our church, for example, I simply do not fit in. I can't go to the young couple's class, there is no ladies class, all the young Mom's avoid me like the plague because I have the weight of the world upon my shoulder, I am not a senior, and the widows do not include me, simply because I am 30 years+ younger then them.
This is how it is in my life as well, I don't fit, I don't know what to do, and yet, everyone is expecting me to have all the answers.
Quite simply, I am soo lost without him.
How can my world be made right, when the person that made it right is no longer by my side?