rachelg
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Apr 14, 2009
- Messages
- 226
- Diagnosis
- 05/2009
- Country
- UK
- State
- Somerset
- City
- Yeovil
Hello to you all
I have checked this forum daily for a long long time. I never post. I feel "rude" suddenly posting after my lack of contribution. Can I join you for some support?
I know Dani and she knows our story.
Tonight, I feel so sad. My husband Mark has bulbar onset MND. He has no movement left at all, no speech, he sleeps a lot of the time. He has had a trache for 18 months though only vents at night and maybe for a couple of hours during the day.
Life is tough but we cope. I have carer help for 2 hours each morning.
I absolutely adore my husband but as I am sat here I have a feeling of overwhelming sadness and lonliness and wonder how we ended up like this.
I miss talking for hours on end to Mark, I miss his strong arms around me, I miss our life.
The strength and courage I see here everyday helps me enormously and wonder if I could join in.
Thank you
RACH
I have checked this forum daily for a long long time. I never post. I feel "rude" suddenly posting after my lack of contribution. Can I join you for some support?
I know Dani and she knows our story.
Tonight, I feel so sad. My husband Mark has bulbar onset MND. He has no movement left at all, no speech, he sleeps a lot of the time. He has had a trache for 18 months though only vents at night and maybe for a couple of hours during the day.
Life is tough but we cope. I have carer help for 2 hours each morning.
I absolutely adore my husband but as I am sat here I have a feeling of overwhelming sadness and lonliness and wonder how we ended up like this.
I miss talking for hours on end to Mark, I miss his strong arms around me, I miss our life.
The strength and courage I see here everyday helps me enormously and wonder if I could join in.
Thank you
RACH