ReneeM
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- Joined
- Aug 23, 2011
- Messages
- 73
- Diagnosis
- 08/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- Michigan
- City
- Westland
I just had the Dr order Hospice for my hubby.
First diagnosis on Aug 30th this year .... to can't breath without the Bipap and can just barely stand or take a few steps.
Hospice nurse is coming out on Sat morning... our 28th anniversary. Somehow I feel like I am giving up... I know he will be so much more comfortable... and safer with Hospice care at home.and the family volunteers I now have.... since I work full time.
Still.. after our informational meeting last night with Hospice.. he just looked at me with those puppy eyes and he too had that I'm giving up look. He sooo wanted to keep fighting this but his progression is so fast. I am just barely staying one step ahead of his symptoms.
Sorry,to complain, I just don't know how to handle this so fast. He is slipping away day by day.
So many tears at night...I wake up every morning trying to put my brave face on for him... it's just getting harder to do every day!
First diagnosis on Aug 30th this year .... to can't breath without the Bipap and can just barely stand or take a few steps.
Hospice nurse is coming out on Sat morning... our 28th anniversary. Somehow I feel like I am giving up... I know he will be so much more comfortable... and safer with Hospice care at home.and the family volunteers I now have.... since I work full time.
Still.. after our informational meeting last night with Hospice.. he just looked at me with those puppy eyes and he too had that I'm giving up look. He sooo wanted to keep fighting this but his progression is so fast. I am just barely staying one step ahead of his symptoms.
Sorry,to complain, I just don't know how to handle this so fast. He is slipping away day by day.
So many tears at night...I wake up every morning trying to put my brave face on for him... it's just getting harder to do every day!