Jason's Dream
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- Sep 5, 2010
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- On My Own
I think Jason might be taking a turn for the worse. He has been requesting more and more pain meds. He missed church last Sunday (which he never does). His smile is gone, his face looks like he is in pain, his breathing is labored. I have given him pain meds (morphene / roxanol) 3 times in the last 4 hours and it doesn't seem to be taking his pain away. I have called the on-call nurse. I am scared... scratch that.. I am freaking out and having a hard time holding the tears back... I am soo scared of going to sleep right now.. afraid of waking up and he be gone. I'm not ready for this. I'll never be ready for any of this. I hate this soo incredibly much!