jwife
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Jul 10, 2010
- Messages
- 163
- Diagnosis
- 05/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- Alabama
- City
- Lincoln
I just need to vent. I am really at a loss. I am doing okay with the physical demands of taking care of my husband, but the emotional demands have changed me so much that I no longer recognize the person I used to be. I do not think I will ever be the same. I can't see being happy again in my lifetime. I recognize the depression that goes along with caring for a dying mate, but I feel that it goes so much deeper than that. My very core has been shaken and will not recover. I hate this disease and what it has done to my marriage. Only here do others really understand what this is like. Thanks for listening.