gloria
New member
- Joined
- Jul 14, 2010
- Messages
- 7
- Diagnosis
- 10/2008
- Country
- CA
- State
- ontario
- City
- parry sound
hi i'm new here and i don't know how to start my boyfriend has als i can't even start to image how he feels i do try to but i'm afriad my own feelings get in the way. i try not to let him see me crying and i try to keep a happy face for him but sometimes i just break down. how can i get over feeling like i;ve already lost him. he's at the stage now he drinks 1 ensure a day and thats it doctor saids its up to him about the feeding tube and he refuses.
my mind is all over the place one day i feel guilty because i'm mad hes leaving me the next day i feel strong and think i can get throught this with him each day i get up not knowing whats coming or how hes going to be feeling. the doctor told us its just a matter of weeks now because he can't eat. but sometimes i think i'm losing it he just means so much to me
i'm sorry i'm proably not making much sense right now i just found this website today and i never had anyone that was in the boat has me to talk to before i feel like finally someone else that can understand what i'm going through so i'm going to go now and pull myself back together before he gets up thank you for listening
my mind is all over the place one day i feel guilty because i'm mad hes leaving me the next day i feel strong and think i can get throught this with him each day i get up not knowing whats coming or how hes going to be feeling. the doctor told us its just a matter of weeks now because he can't eat. but sometimes i think i'm losing it he just means so much to me
i'm sorry i'm proably not making much sense right now i just found this website today and i never had anyone that was in the boat has me to talk to before i feel like finally someone else that can understand what i'm going through so i'm going to go now and pull myself back together before he gets up thank you for listening