tifferlynn
Member
- Joined
- May 27, 2010
- Messages
- 16
- Diagnosis
- 01/2010
- Country
- US
- State
- IL
- City
- Divernon
Hi all, my mom was diagnosed with onset ALS on Jan. 4, 2010, I believe the website refers to it as Progressive Bulbar Palsy ALS. She lives MO. with my sister who is her main caregiver (who is a stay at home mom with a husband and 5 kids, 3 of which are 4, 6 and 11 years old) and then me who lives in IL. I am there from Thrush to Sun. to help. She also doesn't like anyone but my sister and I and mostly my sister. She'll ask for my sisters when I’m there and I have to say no tell me what you want or need, that sister is on break.
She has had the ventilator and the g-tube since March. She is unable to talk or eat and is losing her mobility fast; we already have to use a lift to move her. My mom also gets frustrated with us when we can't read her lips but won’t use her computer.
It’s so hard sometimes. It's hard to get her motive most days to get in her wheelchair or even stay wake. She asked us to move her sewing machine upstairs so she can sew (something she loves to do), and we also have a close family friend who also loves to sew coming over 4 times to help her. She did this one day on her own, every time since we have to force her to get up and try. We want to help her enjoy life while she still hears but at the same time I feel like a**hole. We also are getting a bit angry with her not trying to do more and just wants to lay in bed all day and sleep. Last night she beeped for me 10 times from 1 am to 3 am, only 3 times were for things like suction, moving her to her side. Please understand those types of things I understand and am happy to do. Its things like getting her a piece of candy or moving her sheet (which she can still do with some work). We do have a night nurse 3 nights a week but even then mom will beep the nurse to ask her to get my sister (who only gets to sleep in her bed with her husband the night the nurse or I am there). Mom also always wants my sister or I to be in the room even when there are others there to give us a break.
I do have a couple of questions:
1. My mom has her days and night switched and we've been trying to get her switched back, but even when she gets a good night’s sleep (only woke up once or twice) she will still sleep most of the day (if we let her). Is this common with ALS at this point?
2. How to talk to her about our frustrations or are we truly just being selfish and jerks.
Please help us to better understand or to cope.
She has had the ventilator and the g-tube since March. She is unable to talk or eat and is losing her mobility fast; we already have to use a lift to move her. My mom also gets frustrated with us when we can't read her lips but won’t use her computer.
It’s so hard sometimes. It's hard to get her motive most days to get in her wheelchair or even stay wake. She asked us to move her sewing machine upstairs so she can sew (something she loves to do), and we also have a close family friend who also loves to sew coming over 4 times to help her. She did this one day on her own, every time since we have to force her to get up and try. We want to help her enjoy life while she still hears but at the same time I feel like a**hole. We also are getting a bit angry with her not trying to do more and just wants to lay in bed all day and sleep. Last night she beeped for me 10 times from 1 am to 3 am, only 3 times were for things like suction, moving her to her side. Please understand those types of things I understand and am happy to do. Its things like getting her a piece of candy or moving her sheet (which she can still do with some work). We do have a night nurse 3 nights a week but even then mom will beep the nurse to ask her to get my sister (who only gets to sleep in her bed with her husband the night the nurse or I am there). Mom also always wants my sister or I to be in the room even when there are others there to give us a break.
I do have a couple of questions:
1. My mom has her days and night switched and we've been trying to get her switched back, but even when she gets a good night’s sleep (only woke up once or twice) she will still sleep most of the day (if we let her). Is this common with ALS at this point?
2. How to talk to her about our frustrations or are we truly just being selfish and jerks.
Please help us to better understand or to cope.