Gordon Gekko
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- Feb 18, 2010
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- CALS
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- NY
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- New York
Hi everyone.
OK here's the deal. I am 27-years-old and my mom has had ALS for probably three years or so (is still somewhat mobile and indepedent but has lost full functionality in one leg, another is going and there are slight weaknesses in both of her hands). My dad helps take me care of her and I have a slightly younger brother who comes in to help once a week or thereabouts.
I have had the flexibility with my job to work from home, which I do, while my dad works (his insurance is needed for her care) and am on-call for my mom if she needs any help. This, of course, can become very stressful (balancing work productivity+her needs) but she has been helpful and responsive to my concerns and tries not to come across like a burden.
The downside for me is that I spend too much time at home and not enough time building my own life. Oh sure, I do get away, but ultimately I return home out of a sense of responsibility and because I love my parents. Both of my parents have unrelated health issues and while neither are in imminent danger, I find myself being the first and sometimes only resource they have and do draw from. There are other family members scattered throughout the region, but no one to completely rely on in a pinch.
Anyway...here's the issue:
My brother decided to leave the area (2 1/2 hours away) with his girlfriend six months or so after my mom was diagnosed (he had no practical reason for leaving.. just up and left). I know this may sound childish, but I NEED his HELP if for no other reason than to have someone in the area so I do not have to constantly be on-call. I feel like any time I bring up the idea of moving back into the area for these reasons, he doesn't take me seriously and figures if he shows up every now and then, it's all good. I don't think he understands the stress that I am under and the worry that I experience, in-part because of what I am dealing with.
I am a little high strung and can get stressed out, but I feel so alone at times and that's the worst feeling. I am there for my mom and my dad as much as I can, but I still have a life to try to live. I feel like he's getting a free ride and is so spoiled with this lifestyle that he won't ever help me out. We have a good relationship otherwise, but this has led me to wonder whether or not I am being unreasonable to ask him to move back here to help. My parents would never ask him for any more help than he gives, but that could be because I am there. He uses this as a means to justify continuing the status-quo.
Any suggestions on what I should do ...or am I simply overreacting and should just deal with the reality of things.
Thanks!:-o
OK here's the deal. I am 27-years-old and my mom has had ALS for probably three years or so (is still somewhat mobile and indepedent but has lost full functionality in one leg, another is going and there are slight weaknesses in both of her hands). My dad helps take me care of her and I have a slightly younger brother who comes in to help once a week or thereabouts.
I have had the flexibility with my job to work from home, which I do, while my dad works (his insurance is needed for her care) and am on-call for my mom if she needs any help. This, of course, can become very stressful (balancing work productivity+her needs) but she has been helpful and responsive to my concerns and tries not to come across like a burden.
The downside for me is that I spend too much time at home and not enough time building my own life. Oh sure, I do get away, but ultimately I return home out of a sense of responsibility and because I love my parents. Both of my parents have unrelated health issues and while neither are in imminent danger, I find myself being the first and sometimes only resource they have and do draw from. There are other family members scattered throughout the region, but no one to completely rely on in a pinch.
Anyway...here's the issue:
My brother decided to leave the area (2 1/2 hours away) with his girlfriend six months or so after my mom was diagnosed (he had no practical reason for leaving.. just up and left). I know this may sound childish, but I NEED his HELP if for no other reason than to have someone in the area so I do not have to constantly be on-call. I feel like any time I bring up the idea of moving back into the area for these reasons, he doesn't take me seriously and figures if he shows up every now and then, it's all good. I don't think he understands the stress that I am under and the worry that I experience, in-part because of what I am dealing with.
I am a little high strung and can get stressed out, but I feel so alone at times and that's the worst feeling. I am there for my mom and my dad as much as I can, but I still have a life to try to live. I feel like he's getting a free ride and is so spoiled with this lifestyle that he won't ever help me out. We have a good relationship otherwise, but this has led me to wonder whether or not I am being unreasonable to ask him to move back here to help. My parents would never ask him for any more help than he gives, but that could be because I am there. He uses this as a means to justify continuing the status-quo.
Any suggestions on what I should do ...or am I simply overreacting and should just deal with the reality of things.
Thanks!:-o