Well Sparky, all of the suggestions here are good. I hope you will trust one of us to reach out to, we are all really loving, understanding and compassionate. I can empathise with your situation, as my dad knows I am at this site everyday, and he knows I am blubear, but when things do get tough I know I have made enough friends here along the way the I can trust any one of them just to vent. A different screen name is a great idea too, then you could start threads on what is bothering you and then we are all here to help. Just be vague about names etc.....
Hugs,
Kari