rowland's wife
Active member
- Joined
- Nov 22, 2008
- Messages
- 34
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 09/2008
- Country
- US
- State
- Arkansas
- City
- Lamar
as a caregiver to my husband who was diagnosed in Sept. 2008 bulbar onset it is very hard. He is what yall call locked in he can move his left arm and leg a little bit but thats pretty much it, his speech is getting worse. He told me the other day he didn't know why god just didn't take him he is ready to die cause he can no longer do anything, it has been such a fast progress. He will go for days without eating, I think hes is trying to starve himself to death, he always drinks liquids.A coup[le of weeks ago he started running a fever he was coughing and his lungs sounded rattley? I called the dr but he refused to take any medicine he finally got over it after about 3 days. but every couple of days he will start coughing and sounding that way and run a low grade fever then it goes away I think maybe hes asperating on food and liquids. He refuses feeding tube. So far he doesn't use any thing for his breathing, he does have shortness of breath at times. It scares me I sometimes think the end is near about the only thing he hasn't lost yet is his breathing and as fast as the rest has gone I wonder if its next. when he does it its not alot because he has swallowing issues, he swallows liquids better than solids, but lately he even refuses to drink his ensure.
It is heart breaking to see the one you love so sad,ALS is a horrible thing, I tell him he just has to wait on god until hes ready for him. Its just hard to see him laying there suffering unable to move or do anything.
It sounds like there are several people on here with bulbar, but it seems like several can still move around some
It is heart breaking to see the one you love so sad,ALS is a horrible thing, I tell him he just has to wait on god until hes ready for him. Its just hard to see him laying there suffering unable to move or do anything.
It sounds like there are several people on here with bulbar, but it seems like several can still move around some