patgayle
Active member
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2012
- Messages
- 60
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 05/2012
- Country
- JAM
- State
- Westmoreland
- City
- Negril
how many times I have said to myself I can't do this anymore, I am going to go crazy! I am so tired of being accused of every little nasty thing my husband can think of. If I go out a different time of day to do errands I must have a new man in my life! If he dies soon I will be in trouble with the police! I am trying to kill him, he phoned his family to tell them how I beat him. etc etc etc I have never cheated on my husband in 28 years and I definitely don't abuse him, but it is what he believes. I can hardly walk away from him and he is calling me back to adjust this or that, complain about this or that. I don't need a dr to tell me he has FTD, I know it. We have had 13 night nurses quit in a year due to his bad behavior, but what can you do, it is what it is. It's the middle of the night and he is now yelling at me about the light being on - it's not. I have now started to sedate him so that he sleeps through most of the night and I don't have to look for yet another night nurse.
So, how many times have I said I can't do this anymore? Probably as many times as I have cried, more than I care to think of and I know that there are more times to come. This should probably be in 'rants and raves' but it is the middle of the night
So, how many times have I said I can't do this anymore? Probably as many times as I have cried, more than I care to think of and I know that there are more times to come. This should probably be in 'rants and raves' but it is the middle of the night