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- Apr 26, 2013
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- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 05/2013
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- OZ
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Sadly I have come to the conclusion that my PALS does have FTD.
No I haven't had it diagnosed by a doc tor
But I have had many discussions with other health professionals in our care team, some small things that they have now witnessed and with my ALS coordinator. All agree that his behaviour is consistent with FTD.
Then the clincher was today when I said he couldn't safely shower after his fall 1.5 days ago resulting in 7 stitches, black eye and concussion he went into a fury. Tried to physically attack me (but with no arm strength he couldn't do me damage), screamed at me about being a bully, having him where I've wanted him so I can take away his dignity and that he hates me.
I spoke to his daughter a bit later and she said that she has noticed he is becoming really paranoid and sees things that happen strangely and the relief for me was just huge. So I told her about how FTD works and she said it makes perfect sense. She only sees him for short periods of time occasionally, so if it's obvious to her, and she knows him far better than I do, then it is a relief for me to acknowledge that my wonderful, kind, generous, caring man has not turned on me, this disease has taken another toll on him physically.
As if all the rest isn't bad enough, to know that he is going to end his days in anger and paranoia is going to break my heart more completely than if he really was just angry at me with full brain functions.
I HATE THIS DISEASE!
No I haven't had it diagnosed by a doc tor
But I have had many discussions with other health professionals in our care team, some small things that they have now witnessed and with my ALS coordinator. All agree that his behaviour is consistent with FTD.
Then the clincher was today when I said he couldn't safely shower after his fall 1.5 days ago resulting in 7 stitches, black eye and concussion he went into a fury. Tried to physically attack me (but with no arm strength he couldn't do me damage), screamed at me about being a bully, having him where I've wanted him so I can take away his dignity and that he hates me.
I spoke to his daughter a bit later and she said that she has noticed he is becoming really paranoid and sees things that happen strangely and the relief for me was just huge. So I told her about how FTD works and she said it makes perfect sense. She only sees him for short periods of time occasionally, so if it's obvious to her, and she knows him far better than I do, then it is a relief for me to acknowledge that my wonderful, kind, generous, caring man has not turned on me, this disease has taken another toll on him physically.
As if all the rest isn't bad enough, to know that he is going to end his days in anger and paranoia is going to break my heart more completely than if he really was just angry at me with full brain functions.
I HATE THIS DISEASE!