quintok555
Member
- Joined
- Dec 6, 2016
- Messages
- 15
- Reason
- Loved one DX
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- US
- State
- NY
- City
- NYC
Hi,
My mother has als and she is in her late stages. Is it wrong to think that i want this to be over? I just feel so stressed seeing her like this and I am tired and I just want to continue my life. I have a 5 month old baby and a wife and I feel my life is put hold on. I just feel guilty thinking this way. I also do not want her to suffer anymore, she is constant coughing with phlegm that doesn’t come out and she starting to get bedsores. We can’t do much for her but follow the hospice nurse advice but i know is suffering. I believe in karma but I am doing the best I can to take care of her, I am here everyday helping her but in my mind i want this to be over.
My mother has als and she is in her late stages. Is it wrong to think that i want this to be over? I just feel so stressed seeing her like this and I am tired and I just want to continue my life. I have a 5 month old baby and a wife and I feel my life is put hold on. I just feel guilty thinking this way. I also do not want her to suffer anymore, she is constant coughing with phlegm that doesn’t come out and she starting to get bedsores. We can’t do much for her but follow the hospice nurse advice but i know is suffering. I believe in karma but I am doing the best I can to take care of her, I am here everyday helping her but in my mind i want this to be over.