jayswife
Active member
- Joined
- Feb 11, 2016
- Messages
- 71
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 04/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- ct
- City
- stratford
I can't begin to explain how bad things are now. Jay is so miserable and uncomfortable and angry with me. He's mad at me every single day. He's saying crazy things that he wants to sell the house. He's absolutely mean to me. Picks at me all day long. He's so uncomfortable and in pain. I know he's taking it out on me but working full time and taking care of him is a lot but then his nastiness towards me is putting me over the edge. He blames everything on me. Says no one listens to him, he hates his life, everyone has fun but him. It goes on and on. I can't do anything I have to suction him nonstop, reposition him every five minutes, he's hot and then cold, angry, he lays down and says that this is his life now always laying down. I have a knot in my stomach every second worried about what he's going to say next or complain about next. I cannot handle it. I'm sitting here panicking about how he's going to be when he wakes up. Only family member that helps is his uncle no one else comes around. Well my parents but they're having a hard time because of the way he's treating me. He got mad at me for not scratching his head enough and then wouldn't speak to my mom when she came to drop off food. He's so ridiculous and angry and mean. Walking away is the last thing I want but I can't go on like this.