Guys I'm so sorry to bug you again, but I went to the gp again and showed her my clumsy arm movement. Asked her specifically if it might be als, and she said possibly, and I asked about the emg and she said that a full emg will tell the true story.
I don't know anymore i feel helpless at the moment. Because the movements in my arm are soo stiff alsmost robotic, it has influnce on my daily activities, such as the glass to my mouth like I said and, now I'm also having problems bringing food to my mouth. I'm having wide fasciculations in my body (calves, thighs, butt, lots in the back, arms) although this could be anything. I also feel sort of traumatized, because whenever i see a glass i am like should pick it up, will it be clumsy? I also need to lean a lot on a table now because it feels better for my arm and i dont know moving my right arm feels so weird right now( as in uncoordinated), it's like I'm not supposed to do that movement (alsmost like a broken arm that has had a cast and then taken off, like there is a lack of control) movement such as: pointing something, holding my phone, givijg someone a glass) . My right hand also feels like cramping and this really is stressing me out.
I dont have better days and I dont know what to do, I'm so sorry to ask you again. I know I've been pushing too much, but my emg is in two weeks and the wait is killing me. My mom is here right now and whenever I see her I just break down, but she stays so positive though for me and that kind of helps but, it's not getting better. I hope it's not ALS, and I feel like my symptoms are different than of the other's I've read. Thanks again for reading the whole story. I'm so down right now. I'm still 22 and i know the odds are with me, but still it scares me so much.