BetsyB
Active member
- Joined
- Apr 6, 2016
- Messages
- 96
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 04/2016
- Country
- IL
- State
- AA
- City
- hadarom, israel
warning - this is a very frank post
I'm affected mostly in my hands and arms so far. My hands are weakening more every day. I can't eat with a fork this week, have trouble sitting up and walk with walker, etc. Living is beginning to involve more pain and frustration than ordinary pleasures.
I am divorced almost ten years and as a single mother I have been totally focused on caring for my kids. Romantic life was pretty much cast aside as impossible for years. I am almost 60. Not an age where men would be chasing me...
But now that my body is deteriorating I am feeling every day like i must find some sexual outlet or I will go crazy! very unusual for me. I need some kind of physical pleasure to help balance out all the daily fears and horrors. maybe i am getting FTD!! My female caregiver is an expert masseuse and i get a massage every day. That only makes things somewhat worse.
I am contemplating taking the high risk of asking my handsome, attentive male caregiver to help me out, but this is illegal and he also may quit! or it could destroy our working relationship, and i need his help to fix up my house to stay safe.
I thought about sex toys but my hands r too weak to hold them! Where i live it is simply impossible to consider finding a suitable male prostitute.
Any ideas!?
Betsy
I'm affected mostly in my hands and arms so far. My hands are weakening more every day. I can't eat with a fork this week, have trouble sitting up and walk with walker, etc. Living is beginning to involve more pain and frustration than ordinary pleasures.
I am divorced almost ten years and as a single mother I have been totally focused on caring for my kids. Romantic life was pretty much cast aside as impossible for years. I am almost 60. Not an age where men would be chasing me...
But now that my body is deteriorating I am feeling every day like i must find some sexual outlet or I will go crazy! very unusual for me. I need some kind of physical pleasure to help balance out all the daily fears and horrors. maybe i am getting FTD!! My female caregiver is an expert masseuse and i get a massage every day. That only makes things somewhat worse.
I am contemplating taking the high risk of asking my handsome, attentive male caregiver to help me out, but this is illegal and he also may quit! or it could destroy our working relationship, and i need his help to fix up my house to stay safe.
I thought about sex toys but my hands r too weak to hold them! Where i live it is simply impossible to consider finding a suitable male prostitute.
Any ideas!?
Betsy