Well, I must confess that I never expected to end up discussing my use of male sex hormone on the forum but it may be of help to someone, and that is what it's all about, so let's go.
I have been treated with testosterone for seven years or so, which baffled me somewhat since I'm a woman, but my doctors explained to me that I had no detectable traces of testosterone, and that whilst this was a considerable improvement on my previous position, when I had no detectable traces of cortisol, it was still not a good thing and should be rectified.
My adrenal function, which provides cortisol, and testosterone, and a lot of other things, apparently went splat, leaving me with an exceedingly short life span unless it was corrected, or at least improved since correcting is still beyond the medics abilities. Cortisol, by the way, is the substance which is converted to adrenaline in response to stress and without it you die very quickly of shock.
So, I have the personal experience you were claiming that no-one other than you possesses here, and your symptoms still sound nothing remotely like the experiences of those with ALS on this forum. I appreciate that you were not being monitored by endocrinologists, since your drug use was illegal, but testosterone has significant effects on the brain; claiming that it has no neurological consequences is nonsense. I can, however, assure you that none of my endocrinologists has ever suggested that those consequences include ALS.
Judging from your use of capital letters you may have a touch of roid rage but I'm more inclined to believe that Johny's differential diagnoses are the ones to go with. You are being abusive to people trying to help you, and if I am to help you then I need to open your eyes to the fact that this is truly self destructive and that you have to do better; I wish you luck in your journey...