[reebabs]

it is scary to have so many symptoms and few answers. And it is scary to have a new baby. It is wonderful you've been able to devote your time and energy to your baby under these circumstances. Babies can at times be a bright spot in a dark time. I find that these health problems can put people in a helpless situation...babies however are the best place where you have control. Your efforts will pay off down the road in your child's life. Continue to seek support for yourself, your symptoms in any way possible, to make you as strong a parent as is possible. and know you are not alone.