Kimberly, you will get through this, with the help of your forum family and your real family... glad to hear that hubby is better with you as well. Maybe something good came out of something bad.
I didn't get a PM and I'm not sure you wanted Aly or Jim to forward it to me or not. Let them know, but suffice it to say that you owe us NO explanations about whatever happened today or in the past. I hope that whatever happened, is now coming up for a good reason, and things can move forward for you. I'm praying for your peace of mind, and as my minister at church always says, we as humans are not whole; we are broken; and we need to reach out to whatever faith you believe in, to your friends and family, and within yourself. I used to go to this church, sit in the back row and cry. Did that for more than a year, felt like an idiot. And that was long before ALS reared its ugly head in my life. I did feel broken in my life, and yet now, even with this D X, I don't anymore.
Love you... and sending you some hugs, along with the last bit of apple crisp (yes, it's already gone)