Cat silence, baby birds, separated husbands, wow. We are all so very normal:lol:
Had the talk with student, she cried, I cried. We made peace , she left and hopefully all is well. Now I am wracked with guilt. It was not a very Christian thing to as her to leave because she didn't live up to my expectations. I should have just prayed to calm my nerves and my anger. In the end I put my own feeling first. I just never get anything right.I need a piece of Ann. Well I certainly need a piece of Jesus. What would he have done? Maybe he would get angry too, like he did in the temple. Oh I just don't know. Sob
We have amazingly strict swimming pool fencing laws here, to avoid drowning. Strictest in the world. You cant walk out of your house into the swimming pool are. It has to be separately fenced, with self closing gates. You are now not allowed to design any sort of area within the fenced pool enclosure, that you entertain from, eg a BBQ area. That way parents will not be distracted. Can't have climatic trees close to the fencing, on either side. And the list goes on. It has made a pool very expensive to build, but the drowning rates in swimming pools are extremely low now.
Well, it's Friday. The week went by very quickly. I don't feel at all lonely on my own, which is another thing making me feel guilty. I could do this solo mother thing. Well I suppose I would need to be earning to do it!
Started looking at flights to USA. Tried to see how to get to various places, but didn't know where to start. I could fly to Boston, see Helen but what suggestions from there? Come on ladies/gentlemen I need some help here.
I really miss Kimberley. It's so nice to have Avril back.